" If I could turn back time , I will... "

IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME ...

If i could turn back time, I will change all the past that I really regret until i became a tennager. So, I have many reasons to explain my choice. First, I wish to come back my chilhood to remember my happy and impartial time. After many competition in primary school, secondary school, university and now, society I realize that chilhood is the most beautiful time and place. I want to forget all stressfulness,competition and response in life. So that, only chilhood give us peaceful, it reminds us your games with friends, our parents' sacrifice to give us the best things, our funny and impartial dreams about future job such as sometimes i wanted to be a singer, famous actress, doctor, and a big boss... It is worthwhile to have chance to remember the most beautiful time in whole life. Another reason is that, I want to fix my faults in the past. It is common knowledge that most of us made some bad things in chilhood and this chance help us fix them. I have never forgot one story in my chilhood. When i was a kid, i want something really bad and i asked my parent to bought it but they said that it is not really worth because the price so expensive. They said sorry while I cried loudly and said that " I hate you guys ". You can imagine that my suddenly sentence made my parent really sad and they felt the couldn't give me everything I need. I really regret about this until now. If i could turn back time i would  fix my biggest fault in my chilhood and say that "I love you guys so much and I am incredibly thankful to have parent like you".

Next, If I could turn back time I will do something in best effort for getting the best result in SPM Examination. When I am was seventeen in secondary school, I did not pay enough attention to study. I like to spend my free time doing useless things such as playing games, sleeping and chatting with friends. At that time, I was a slave who was stubborn and mischievous. Sometimes, I always skipped classes because I accompanied my friends go out. But, my parent did not know about it until the discipline teacher called my parent and told them about it. Although, after my parent scolded me I was still shown my stubborn and ignorance. I did not complete the school home work provided by my teachers. I did not change until an important examination in my life soon. When it comes to real exam, I just read important notes without trying to review and rehearsal the topic. At that point, I was just thinking about how freely I was after this examination. As the result, I failed in two core subjects and just got one A in Bahasa Melayu. I felt so disappointed and regretted with the result. Now, I have realized the importance of constant learning because it can improves my chances of obtaining a fulfilling job and can increase my earnings. So,I hope that if I could turn back time, I will study hard and get straight A+ in SPM.

    

Lastly, If I could turn back time I don't want to know someone who will broke my heart, my life and my future. You guys wished to know why I said like this ???? It was because they may disturbed me when I did something or when I wanted to make my dream came true but at the same time someone whom with that time, destroyed my dream. They did that because they scared of not enough attention from me. For me, if i did something, i really wanted my partner to support me and always be there for me like my family. Because if someone really care  to me, I definitely made he or she as one of my family. Second issues, in our past, we never get serious into relationship and always hurt partner's heart. It will intertrade in pursuit at our goals because one day, if we already started believe in relationship and that time Allah swt gave us some challenge that we have through it . This is because we already hurt someone's heart in our past. Strong or not we must face this with open heart. That we called KIFARAH. That is why I don't want to know a new person in my life because I am so scared of God's Kifarah. So, If i could turn back time I did not want to hurt someone's feelings and I did not want to get serious in relationship when we are still young. 
 

Going back time is an unreal dream but we have rights to imagine and wish. If I can stop the time and fly through time, I would back my past to have peaceful time, to fix some faults that I have done. 

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